Someone told you to write down three things you’re grateful for every night. You tried. The first evening was nice: a call with your sister, sun on the balcony, a good bowl of soup. By the fifth evening you were writing “coffee, sleep, coffee”, and it felt like homework you owed to nobody.
So you stopped, and maybe felt a little guilty about it. That’s a fair moment to ask whether the habit does anything at all, and if it does, how much of it you actually need.
Emmons and McCullough asked people to keep short notes once a week. One group wrote down things they were grateful for. Other groups in the study wrote about other things, and the title of the paper, “Counting blessings versus burdens”, gives a hint at the comparison.
The people who wrote down what they were grateful for rated their lives higher. Of everything measured, good mood went up most reliably.
That’s the core of it, and it’s worth reading carefully. The study didn’t promise a new life. People wrote short notes, and afterwards they rated their lives a bit higher and their mood improved. It’s a modest result, and a real one.
It also says something about what counts. The study asked for things people were grateful for, not for big events. Most weeks don’t have big events. They have a warm kitchen, a colleague who covered for you, a song you hadn’t heard in years. Those are exactly the things a weekly note can catch before they’re forgotten.
The detail most people miss is the schedule. The version that worked in this study was weekly, not nightly.
This study doesn’t tell us whether a daily list would do better or worse. It does tell us that a weekly one was enough to see a difference. If a nightly list has turned into a chore, that’s useful to know. You can do less and still be doing the thing that was actually tested.
A weekly list also changes what ends up on it. On a single evening, it’s hard to find three new things, so the same ones keep coming back. Over a whole week there is more to choose from: the friend who checked in on Wednesday, the bus that waited for you, the hour on Saturday when nothing was asked of you. The list gets more specific, and specific things are easier to remember later.
One evening a week is a habit you can keep. Seven can turn into a chore.
How you think about the good things matters too. Lyubomirsky, Sousa and Dickerhoof asked people to think about their happiest days in different ways. Some took a happy day apart, analysing why it went well and what it meant. Others simply remembered it.
The people who analysed their happy day later felt worse than those who just relived it. So a gratitude list works best as a memory, not a report. “The light on the river when I walked home” is a memory. “I was happy because I finally got enough sleep, which means I should...” is the start of an analysis, and in this study that kind of analysis left people feeling worse.
There’s another reason to slow down on the good moments. Research by Kahneman and colleagues found that memory doesn’t add up how long something lasted. It gives the most weight to the brightest moment and to how it ended.
That’s a useful thing to know when you look back at a week. The week you’ll remember is mostly its best moment and its last one. So when you name what you’re grateful for, it’s worth including how the week ended, even if the ending was small: a quiet Sunday breakfast, a long call, an early night.
The same idea works in reverse. A hard week with a calm last evening may be remembered more kindly than it felt on Wednesday. Ending the week by naming three good things gives your memory one more good moment to hold on to.
If you’ve dropped the habit before, timing can help you pick it up again. Dai, Milkman and Riis found that after milestones such as a new year, a new month or a birthday, people take up their goals more often. They called it the fresh start effect.
You don’t need to wait for January. The first day of a month is already one of those milestones. Sunday evening is our own suggestion rather than something the study tested: it sits at the turn of the week, which makes it easy to remember and easy to restart if you miss one.
Here is an invented example, just to show what this can look like. It’s Sunday, a little after eight. The dishes are done, and Lena has ten minutes before a show she wants to watch. She spends them thinking back over the week.
Her first three come quickly: coffee, the weekend, sleep. They’re true, but they could belong to anyone’s week. So she goes back one step and asks what she actually saw. The coffee becomes Tuesday morning, when a colleague brought her one without asking. The weekend becomes Saturday afternoon in the park, when her son finally rode his bike without her holding the seat. Sleep becomes Thursday, the first night in a month she didn’t wake up at four.
Then she adds how the week ended: a slow breakfast this morning, with the radio on and nobody in a hurry.
That’s all. She doesn’t explain why any of it mattered or what it says about her life. Each line has a day, a place and usually a person, which makes it easy to picture again a month from now.
If a week was hard and three things feel like a stretch, you can write one. You can also miss a Sunday and simply pick the habit up the next week. This is something you keep for yourself, not a record anyone checks.
A gratitude list won’t fix a hard situation, and it isn’t meant to cover one up. Noticing good things sits next to the difficult ones. It doesn’t cancel them out. In the research, the effect was a modest rise in how people rated their lives and in their mood.
A list can’t lift a mood that has been low for weeks. If nothing good comes to mind week after week, that’s something to raise with a doctor or a therapist. The weekly notes can still be useful there, as a plain record of how those weeks actually went.
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People wrote short notes, and afterwards they rated their lives a bit higher and their mood improved. It’s a modest result, and a real one. It also says something about what counts. The study asked for things people were grateful for, not for big events. Most weeks don’t have big events. They have a warm kitchen, a colleague who covered for you, a song you hadn’t heard in years. Those are exactly the things a weekly note can catch before they’re forgotten. The detail most people miss is the schedule. The version that worked in this study was weekly, not nightly. This study doesn’t tell us whether a daily list would do better or worse. It does tell us that a weekly one was enough to see a difference. If a nightly list has turned into a chore, that’s useful to know. You can do less and still be doing the thing that was actually tested. A weekly list also changes what ends up on it. On a single evening, it’s hard to find three new things, so the same ones keep coming back. Over a whole week there is more to choose from: the friend who checked in on Wednesday, the bus that waited for you, the hour on Saturday when nothing was asked of you. The list gets more specific, and specific things are easier to remember later. How you think about the good things matters too. Lyubomirsky, Sousa and Dickerhoof asked people to think about their happiest days in different ways. Some took a happy day apart, analysing why it went well and what it meant. Others simply remembered it. The people who analysed their happy day later felt worse than those who just relived it. So a gratitude list works best as a memory, not a report. “The light on the river when I walked home” is a memory. “I was happy because I finally got enough sleep, which means I should...” is the start of an analysis, and in this study that kind of analysis left people feeling worse. There’s another reason to slow down on the good moments. Research by Kahneman and colleagues found that memory doesn’t add up how long something lasted. It gives the most weight to the brightest moment and to how it ended. That’s a useful thing to know when you look back at a week. The week you’ll remember is mostly its best moment and its last one. So when you name what you’re grateful for, it’s worth including how the week ended, even if the ending was small: a quiet Sunday breakfast, a long call, an early night. The same idea works in reverse. A hard week with a calm last evening may be remembered more kindly than it felt on Wednesday. Ending the week by naming three good things gives your memory one more good moment to hold on to. If you’ve dropped the habit before, timing can help you pick it up again. Dai, Milkman and Riis found that after milestones such as a new year, a new month or a birthday, people take up their goals more often. They called it the fresh start effect. You don’t need to wait for January. The first day of a month is already one of those milestones. Sunday evening is our own suggestion rather than something the study tested: it sits at the turn of the week, which makes it easy to remember and easy to restart if you miss one. Here is an invented example, just to show what this can look like. It’s Sunday, a little after eight. The dishes are done, and Lena has ten minutes before a show she wants to watch. She spends them thinking back over the week. Her first three come quickly: coffee, the weekend, sleep. They’re true, but they could belong to anyone’s week. So she goes back one step and asks what she actually saw. The coffee becomes Tuesday morning, when a colleague brought her one without asking. The weekend becomes Saturday afternoon in the park, when her son finally rode his bike without her holding the seat. Sleep becomes Thursday, the first night in a month she didn’t wake up at four. Then she adds how the week ended: a slow breakfast this morning, with the radio on and nobody in a hurry. That’s all. She doesn’t explain why any of it mattered or what it says about her life. Each line has a day, a place and usually a person, which makes it easy to picture again a month from now. If a week was hard and three things feel like a stretch, you can write one. You can also miss a Sunday and simply pick the habit up the next week. This is something you keep for yourself, not a record anyone checks. A gratitude list won’t fix a hard situation, and it isn’t meant to cover one up. Noticing good things sits next to the difficult ones. It doesn’t cancel them out. In the research, the effect was a modest rise in how people rated their lives and in their mood. A list can’t lift a mood that has been low for weeks. If nothing good comes to mind week after week, that’s something to raise with a doctor or a therapist. 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So next time, name the feeling in one word, and give it a little time before you act."}, {"slug": "hard-things", "kind": "article", "title": "Does writing about hard things help?", "tags": ["Hard days", "Saying it", "Writing"], "art": "img/art/cozy-forest-clearing.jpg", "date": "2026-10-30", "source": "Pennebaker & Beall, Journal of Abnormal Psychology, 1986", "url": "https://doi.org/10.1037/0021-843X.95.3.274", "description": "Often, yes. People who wrote about a painful event on four evenings went to the doctor less in the months after, and a 2006 study found talking it out helped too.", "html": "Some days leave something behind. A fight with your brother over nothing. A meeting where everything you said came out wrong. News you weren’t ready for. By evening the event itself is over, but it keeps playing in your head while you cook, while you scroll, while you try to fall asleep.
The usual advice comes from two opposite sides. “Get it off your chest.” “Don’t dwell on it.” Both sound reasonable. The research on putting hard experiences into words gives a more honest answer than either of them: it helps a little, over time, and the first evening can feel worse.
In 1986, Pennebaker and Beall asked people to write about something difficult in their own lives. The writing took 15 minutes, and they did it four evenings in a row.
Right after writing, people’s mood was worse. In the months that followed, they went to the doctor less often.
Both halves of that result matter. The first says that writing about something painful isn’t pleasant while you do it. The second says that something good came of it later, and it showed up in a practical place: fewer visits to the doctor. This was one study, though, and a visit to the doctor is only one thing you can count. It doesn’t tell us how people felt day to day in those months.
The drop in mood is easy to skip over, and it shouldn’t be. In the same experiment, people felt worse straight after writing, and the benefit came later.
That’s useful to know in advance. If you sit down to describe a hard day and feel worse afterwards, it’s tempting to decide this isn’t for you and stop. The study suggests the first evening isn’t the right moment to judge. The people in it wrote four times, and the results were measured months afterwards.
It also helps to choose the time. Right before an important meeting is a poor moment to go back to a painful memory. An ordinary evening, with nothing urgent after it, gives the heavier feeling room to settle before you sleep.
It can feel heavier at first. The help comes later and in small amounts.
Everyone in Pennebaker’s study used pen and paper. Speaking came later, in a 2006 paper by Lyubomirsky, Sousa and Dickerhoof. Their participants went back to the worst thing that had ever happened to them. One group put it on paper, another told it to a voice recorder, and a third only went over it in their heads.
Four weeks on, the writers and the talkers rated their lives as more satisfying than the group that had only thought. Of all the research here, this is the only place where speaking aloud was put to the test. It can’t tell you that a voice note and a page are equal in every respect. What it shows is narrower and still useful: both beat circling the event in silence.
What you say doesn’t have to be polished. Nobody is grading it. Half sentences, repeats and a story told out of order are all fine. The point is to get it out of the loop in your head and into words.
The paper has a second half that sets a limit. There the subject was the happiest days, not the worst ones, and dissecting a good day (why it worked, what it meant) left people feeling worse than just reliving it. Taking things apart in words seems to help with pain and to cost something with joy.
So “put it into words” isn’t a rule for everything. In this research, putting the worst event into words helped, while picking apart the happiest one did the opposite. Hard days seem to be worth sorting out. Good days are probably better relived than explained.
One study can be a fluke. By 2006 there were many, and Frattaroli pulled 146 of them together, all on writing or talking about difficult experiences.
The overall benefit was small but steady. It also depended a great deal on the conditions: how people did the writing or talking, and under what circumstances. That’s the honest summary of the whole body of work. Saying or writing what hurt is not a cure. It’s a modest help that shows up again and again, and doing it on several evenings is closer to how it was studied than doing it once.
In practice, that means keeping expectations low and the habit simple. Pick an evening, say what was hard, and stop when you’ve said it. You don’t have to reach a conclusion or find a lesson in it. If the next evening the same thing comes up again, say it again, perhaps a little differently. Over a few evenings you may find the story gets shorter and clearer.
A few things tend to go wrong with this habit, and none of them mean you’re bad at it. Here they are, each with something you can try instead. These are suggestions from us, not findings.
The first is turning the evening into a trial. You start with what happened and end with a list of everything that is wrong with you. If you notice that, go back to the plain facts: what was said, where you were, what you felt at the time. A description is enough.
The second is the loop. You say the same three sentences, then say them again, a little louder each time. That has more in common with rumination than with telling a story, and rumination is a habit the research is fairly hard on: a 2008 review found that it deepens a low mood and makes problems harder to solve. One way out is to add the parts you usually skip: what happened just before, what happened after, what you’d tell a friend in the same spot.
The third is starting with the heaviest thing you carry. You don’t have to. A clumsy day at work or a sharp word from your brother is a fine place to begin, and you decide how close to go.
The last is writing it as a message to the person involved and sending it at midnight. You can address it to them if that helps the words come. Just keep it to yourself, at least until morning.
A few evenings of writing won’t undo what happened, and nothing in these studies suggests it should. The point was never to erase the day. The effect found across all these studies is small, and it doesn’t work the same way for everyone.
Some experiences are too heavy for a notebook or a microphone on your own. When a memory keeps flooding back, or a hard stretch has lasted for weeks, talk to a therapist or your doctor. Telling the day to a diary can sit alongside that. It can’t replace it.
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The second says that something good came of it later, and it showed up in a practical place: fewer visits to the doctor. This was one study, though, and a visit to the doctor is only one thing you can count. It doesn’t tell us how people felt day to day in those months. The drop in mood is easy to skip over, and it shouldn’t be. In the same experiment, people felt worse straight after writing, and the benefit came later. That’s useful to know in advance. If you sit down to describe a hard day and feel worse afterwards, it’s tempting to decide this isn’t for you and stop. The study suggests the first evening isn’t the right moment to judge. The people in it wrote four times, and the results were measured months afterwards. It also helps to choose the time. Right before an important meeting is a poor moment to go back to a painful memory. An ordinary evening, with nothing urgent after it, gives the heavier feeling room to settle before you sleep. Everyone in Pennebaker’s study used pen and paper. Speaking came later, in a 2006 paper by Lyubomirsky, Sousa and Dickerhoof. Their participants went back to the worst thing that had ever happened to them. One group put it on paper, another told it to a voice recorder, and a third only went over it in their heads. Four weeks on, the writers and the talkers rated their lives as more satisfying than the group that had only thought. Of all the research here, this is the only place where speaking aloud was put to the test. It can’t tell you that a voice note and a page are equal in every respect. What it shows is narrower and still useful: both beat circling the event in silence. What you say doesn’t have to be polished. Nobody is grading it. Half sentences, repeats and a story told out of order are all fine. The point is to get it out of the loop in your head and into words. The paper has a second half that sets a limit. There the subject was the happiest days, not the worst ones, and dissecting a good day (why it worked, what it meant) left people feeling worse than just reliving it. Taking things apart in words seems to help with pain and to cost something with joy. So “put it into words” isn’t a rule for everything. In this research, putting the worst event into words helped, while picking apart the happiest one did the opposite. Hard days seem to be worth sorting out. Good days are probably better relived than explained. One study can be a fluke. By 2006 there were many, and Frattaroli pulled 146 of them together, all on writing or talking about difficult experiences. The overall benefit was small but steady. It also depended a great deal on the conditions: how people did the writing or talking, and under what circumstances. That’s the honest summary of the whole body of work. Saying or writing what hurt is not a cure. It’s a modest help that shows up again and again, and doing it on several evenings is closer to how it was studied than doing it once. In practice, that means keeping expectations low and the habit simple. Pick an evening, say what was hard, and stop when you’ve said it. You don’t have to reach a conclusion or find a lesson in it. If the next evening the same thing comes up again, say it again, perhaps a little differently. Over a few evenings you may find the story gets shorter and clearer. A few things tend to go wrong with this habit, and none of them mean you’re bad at it. Here they are, each with something you can try instead. These are suggestions from us, not findings. The first is turning the evening into a trial. You start with what happened and end with a list of everything that is wrong with you. If you notice that, go back to the plain facts: what was said, where you were, what you felt at the time. A description is enough. The second is the loop. You say the same three sentences, then say them again, a little louder each time. That has more in common with rumination than with telling a story, and rumination is a habit the research is fairly hard on: a 2008 review found that it deepens a low mood and makes problems harder to solve. One way out is to add the parts you usually skip: what happened just before, what happened after, what you’d tell a friend in the same spot. The third is starting with the heaviest thing you carry. You don’t have to. A clumsy day at work or a sharp word from your brother is a fine place to begin, and you decide how close to go. The last is writing it as a message to the person involved and sending it at midnight. You can address it to them if that helps the words come. Just keep it to yourself, at least until morning. A few evenings of writing won’t undo what happened, and nothing in these studies suggests it should. The point was never to erase the day. The effect found across all these studies is small, and it doesn’t work the same way for everyone. Some experiences are too heavy for a notebook or a microphone on your own. When a memory keeps flooding back, or a hard stretch has lasted for weeks, talk to a therapist or your doctor. Telling the day to a diary can sit alongside that. It can’t replace it.", "links": [{"label": "Lyubomirsky, Sousa and Dickerhoof", "url": "https://sonjalyubomirsky.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/03/LSD2006.pdf"}, {"label": "a 2008 review", "url": "https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/26158958/"}], "practice": ["Tonight, take about fifteen minutes and say or write what was hardest today.", "No need to make it neat. Say what happened and how it felt.", "Do the same on the next few evenings.", "If you feel heavier afterwards, that’s expected. Make some tea and let the evening go on."], "app": ["Say it out loud in Halflight. It writes it down under today’s date, so the day has a place to stay and you can come back to it when you’re ready."]}, {"slug": "t02-bad-day", "kind": "carousel", "title": "After a bad day: think it over, or say it?", "label": "Hard days", "tags": ["Hard days", "Saying it", "Writing"], "date": "2026-10-29", "source": "Lyubomirsky, Sousa & Dickerhoof, JPSP, 2006", "url": "https://sonjalyubomirsky.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/03/LSD2006.pdf", "slides": ["img/p/t02-bad-day/01.jpg", "img/p/t02-bad-day/02.jpg", "img/p/t02-bad-day/03.jpg", "img/p/t02-bad-day/04.jpg"], "text": "After a bad day: think it over, or say it? Saying it helped. Thinking it over didn’t. Students spent 15 minutes on three days with their worst experience. A month later, those who wrote about it or talked about it into a recorder were more satisfied with their lives than those who only thought about it. Replay the good days. Don’t take them apart. In the same research, people who analysed their happiest day felt worse afterwards than people who simply replayed it in their minds. Say the hard parts. Replay the good ones. Halflight keeps both, under their dates.", "caption": "On a bad day, putting it into words did more than going over it in your head. On a good day, the opposite."}, {"slug": "list-before-sleep", "kind": "article", "title": "Head too full to sleep?", "tags": ["Sleep", "Thoughts", "Worry"], "art": "img/art/cozy-bed-lamp.jpg", "date": "2026-10-30", "source": "Scullin et al., Journal of Experimental Psychology: General, 2018", "url": "https://news.web.baylor.edu/news/story/2018/can-writing-your-dos-help-you-doze-baylor-study-suggests-jotting-down-tasks-can", "description": "Writing tomorrow’s to-do list before bed helped people fall asleep faster in a 2018 sleep-lab study. Trying to stop thinking tends to backfire.", "html": "The light is off, the phone is face down, and your body is ready for sleep. Your head isn’t. It’s going through tomorrow: send the invoice, call the dentist, buy a present for Saturday, answer the email you’ve been avoiding since Tuesday. Each item comes back two or three times, as if afraid you’ll forget it the second you drift off.
Most people know this half hour well. Nothing big is wrong. There’s just a lot of small stuff, and nowhere to put it down.
In 2018, Scullin and colleagues at Baylor University invited people to spend the night in a sleep lab. Before going to bed, everyone wrote something. One group wrote a to-do list for the coming days. The other group wrote about tasks they had already finished.
The to-do group fell asleep faster. And within that group, the people whose lists were more detailed fell asleep faster still.
It helps to be exact about who took part. The people in this study were young and had no problems with sleep. So the result says nothing about insomnia, and it isn’t a treatment for someone who lies awake night after night. It’s about the ordinary evening described above, when a healthy sleeper’s head is simply too busy.
You might expect writing about what you got done to be the calmer choice. You end the day on a good note and go to sleep satisfied. In the lab, it was the other way round.
Here is one plain way to read that, which is ours and not something the study measured. Finished tasks don’t ask anything more of you. Tomorrow’s tasks do, and as long as they live only in your head, your head keeps checking on them. A detailed list may work better for the same reason. “Call the dentist” still leaves you wondering when and about what. “Call the dentist at nine about Tuesday” leaves nothing to rehearse.
Tomorrow’s tasks keep circling until they are written down somewhere.
Not everything that keeps you up is a task. Some of it is worry: about money, about a test result, about a friend who has gone quiet.
An older study looked at worry directly. In 1983, Borkovec and his colleagues asked people to set aside 30 minutes for worrying every day, at the same time and in the same place. When a worry turned up outside that half hour, people put it off until then. Over the day, they had fewer worrying thoughts.
The study didn’t look at bedtime. Still, it suggests something practical for the evening. When a worry shows up at midnight, you don’t have to settle it then. You can give it a time tomorrow, and say out loud when that time is.
The point isn’t to pretend the worry is small. It’s to give it a better place than the dark at midnight, when you can’t check anything, call anyone or fix a single thing.
The most common advice at midnight is to stop thinking. In 1987, Wegner and his colleagues asked people not to think about a white bear. The people who had tried to keep it out of their minds thought about it more often afterwards.
Later studies have been mixed about how strong this effect is. But one part of the work is useful here: when people turned their attention to something specific, the effect went away. Making a list is exactly that kind of specific job. You aren’t trying to chase the thought out. You’re giving it a place.
Planning tomorrow and chewing on one worry feel alike at midnight, but they aren’t. The chewing has a name, rumination, and researchers who reviewed the evidence in 2008 found that it feeds a low mood and gets in the way of fixing the thing you’re worried about. A list moves you toward the planning kind.
A list has a last line. Once every task is on it, you’re done. Replaying has no last line, which is why the same three thoughts can fill an hour. If you notice you’re on your fourth lap of the same worry, that’s a sign to move it to tomorrow’s worry time.
It helps to keep the two jobs separate. The list is for things you’ll do: calls, errands, emails. The worry slot is for things you can’t do anything about tonight. Mixing them makes both harder, because a task on the worry pile starts to feel like a threat, and a worry on the task list has no clear next step.
One honest note. The people in the sleep study wrote their lists. Nobody has tested whether saying the list out loud works the same way. It’s a reasonable thing to try, and it’s our suggestion, not a finding.
Here is an invented example of one evening, to show how short this can be. It’s Wednesday, close to eleven, and Sam is brushing his teeth when the list starts up in his head.
He says it out loud instead, while it’s all still there. “Send the invoice to Marta before ten. Call the dentist at nine and move Tuesday’s appointment. Buy a present for Jo on the way home, something for her garden. Answer the email about the flat, even if it’s just to say I need until Friday.” That takes about a minute.
Then a different kind of thought turns up: what if the flat falls through. There is nothing he can do about that tonight. So he gives it a time: “I’ll think about the flat tomorrow at lunch, for half an hour.” He doesn’t argue with the worry or try to solve it. He just tells it when.
That’s the whole routine. Two parts, a few minutes at most, done before he gets into bed.
Some small things can make it easier, and they’re suggestions rather than findings. You can do it before you lie down, so the list is finished by the time the light goes off. You can keep the same order every night: tasks first, then any worry, then stop. And if you remember something new once the light is off, add that one item and leave the rest alone. There’s no need to go through the whole list again.
This is one study with young people who already slept well. It may help on a busy evening. It won’t fix long-running sleep trouble, and it won’t do tomorrow’s tasks for you.
Lying awake for hours, night after night, or weeks of poor sleep are a reason to see a doctor, and a list won’t fix that. What it can do is help the appointment: a few weeks of notes show which nights were bad and what was on your mind before them.
", "text": "The light is off, the phone is face down, and your body is ready for sleep. Your head isn’t. It’s going through tomorrow: send the invoice, call the dentist, buy a present for Saturday, answer the email you’ve been avoiding since Tuesday. Each item comes back two or three times, as if afraid you’ll forget it the second you drift off. Most people know this half hour well. Nothing big is wrong. There’s just a lot of small stuff, and nowhere to put it down. In 2018, Scullin and colleagues at Baylor University invited people to spend the night in a sleep lab. Before going to bed, everyone wrote something. One group wrote a to-do list for the coming days. The other group wrote about tasks they had already finished. The to-do group fell asleep faster. And within that group, the people whose lists were more detailed fell asleep faster still. It helps to be exact about who took part. The people in this study were young and had no problems with sleep. So the result says nothing about insomnia, and it isn’t a treatment for someone who lies awake night after night. It’s about the ordinary evening described above, when a healthy sleeper’s head is simply too busy. You might expect writing about what you got done to be the calmer choice. You end the day on a good note and go to sleep satisfied. In the lab, it was the other way round. Here is one plain way to read that, which is ours and not something the study measured. Finished tasks don’t ask anything more of you. Tomorrow’s tasks do, and as long as they live only in your head, your head keeps checking on them. A detailed list may work better for the same reason. “Call the dentist” still leaves you wondering when and about what. “Call the dentist at nine about Tuesday” leaves nothing to rehearse. Not everything that keeps you up is a task. Some of it is worry: about money, about a test result, about a friend who has gone quiet. An older study looked at worry directly. In 1983, Borkovec and his colleagues asked people to set aside 30 minutes for worrying every day, at the same time and in the same place. When a worry turned up outside that half hour, people put it off until then. Over the day, they had fewer worrying thoughts. The study didn’t look at bedtime. Still, it suggests something practical for the evening. When a worry shows up at midnight, you don’t have to settle it then. You can give it a time tomorrow, and say out loud when that time is. The point isn’t to pretend the worry is small. It’s to give it a better place than the dark at midnight, when you can’t check anything, call anyone or fix a single thing. The most common advice at midnight is to stop thinking. In 1987, Wegner and his colleagues asked people not to think about a white bear. The people who had tried to keep it out of their minds thought about it more often afterwards. Later studies have been mixed about how strong this effect is. But one part of the work is useful here: when people turned their attention to something specific, the effect went away. Making a list is exactly that kind of specific job. You aren’t trying to chase the thought out. You’re giving it a place. Planning tomorrow and chewing on one worry feel alike at midnight, but they aren’t. The chewing has a name, rumination, and researchers who reviewed the evidence in 2008 found that it feeds a low mood and gets in the way of fixing the thing you’re worried about. A list moves you toward the planning kind. A list has a last line. Once every task is on it, you’re done. Replaying has no last line, which is why the same three thoughts can fill an hour. If you notice you’re on your fourth lap of the same worry, that’s a sign to move it to tomorrow’s worry time. It helps to keep the two jobs separate. The list is for things you’ll do: calls, errands, emails. The worry slot is for things you can’t do anything about tonight. Mixing them makes both harder, because a task on the worry pile starts to feel like a threat, and a worry on the task list has no clear next step. One honest note. The people in the sleep study wrote their lists. Nobody has tested whether saying the list out loud works the same way. It’s a reasonable thing to try, and it’s our suggestion, not a finding. Here is an invented example of one evening, to show how short this can be. It’s Wednesday, close to eleven, and Sam is brushing his teeth when the list starts up in his head. He says it out loud instead, while it’s all still there. “Send the invoice to Marta before ten. Call the dentist at nine and move Tuesday’s appointment. Buy a present for Jo on the way home, something for her garden. Answer the email about the flat, even if it’s just to say I need until Friday.” That takes about a minute. Then a different kind of thought turns up: what if the flat falls through. There is nothing he can do about that tonight. So he gives it a time: “I’ll think about the flat tomorrow at lunch, for half an hour.” He doesn’t argue with the worry or try to solve it. He just tells it when. That’s the whole routine. Two parts, a few minutes at most, done before he gets into bed. Some small things can make it easier, and they’re suggestions rather than findings. You can do it before you lie down, so the list is finished by the time the light goes off. You can keep the same order every night: tasks first, then any worry, then stop. And if you remember something new once the light is off, add that one item and leave the rest alone. There’s no need to go through the whole list again. This is one study with young people who already slept well. It may help on a busy evening. It won’t fix long-running sleep trouble, and it won’t do tomorrow’s tasks for you. Lying awake for hours, night after night, or weeks of poor sleep are a reason to see a doctor, and a list won’t fix that. What it can do is help the appointment: a few weeks of notes show which nights were bad and what was on your mind before them.", "links": [{"label": "Scullin and colleagues at Baylor University", "url": "https://news.web.baylor.edu/news/story/2018/can-writing-your-dos-help-you-doze-baylor-study-suggests-jotting-down-tasks-can"}, {"label": "Wegner and his colleagues", "url": "https://dtg.sites.fas.harvard.edu/DANWEGNER/pub/Wegner,Schneider,Carter,&White%201987.pdf"}, {"label": "researchers who reviewed the evidence in 2008", "url": "https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/26158958/"}], "practice": ["Before bed, take tomorrow out of your head. Say every task, small ones too.", "Make each one specific: what, who, and when.", "If a worry comes up, give it a time tomorrow and say when that is.", "Then stop. The list will still be there in the morning."], "app": ["Say the list out loud in Halflight before you turn off the light. It writes it down under today’s date, so in the morning the whole list is waiting for you."]}, {"slug": "v5-bad-day", "kind": "reel", "title": "After a bad day: think it over, or say it?", "label": "Hard days", "tags": ["Hard days", "Saying it", "Writing"], "date": "2026-10-29", "source": "Lyubomirsky, Sousa & Dickerhoof, JPSP, 2006", "url": "https://sonjalyubomirsky.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/03/LSD2006.pdf", "video": "video/v5-bad-day.mp4", "poster": "video/v5-bad-day.jpg", "blur": "video/v5-bad-day-bg.jpg", "text": "After a bad day, most of us replay it in our heads. Researchers asked students to spend fifteen minutes, three days in a row, on the worst thing that had happened to them. Some wrote about it. Some talked about it into a recorder. Some only thought about it. A month later, the ones who wrote or talked were more satisfied with their lives. Thinking alone didn't help. Putting it into words, out loud or on paper, helps you put the day in order."}, {"slug": "name-the-feeling", "kind": "article", "title": "Why does naming a feeling help?", "tags": ["Feelings", "Naming feelings", "Stress"], "art": "img/art/cozy-tea-steam.jpg", "date": "2026-10-30", "source": "Lieberman et al., Psychological Science, 2007", "url": "https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/17576282/", "description": "Putting a feeling into a word quieted the brain’s threat response in a 2007 study, and people who can tell bad feelings apart tend to cope with them better.", "html": "Some evenings you come home with a heavy, buzzing feeling and no idea what it is. Something happened today. Maybe several things. The feeling sits in your chest, colours the evening, and when someone asks how you are, the honest answer is “I don’t know. Bad.”
It turns out that the small act of finding a word for that feeling does something measurable. Psychologists have looked at it from several sides, and the picture they found is surprisingly practical.
In 2007, Matthew Lieberman and his colleagues at UCLA put people in a brain scanner and showed them photos of faces. The faces were angry, scared, upset: expressions that usually make us react a little ourselves.
People did different things with the same photos. In some trials they chose a word for the emotion they saw, such as “angry” or “afraid”. In other trials they did a different task with the photo that didn’t involve naming the feeling.
The researchers watched the amygdala, a small part of the brain that reacts quickly to anything that looks like a threat. When people put the feeling into a word, the amygdala responded less than when they did the other task.
That is the whole finding, and it is worth reading it carefully. Nobody fixed a bad day here. People looked at strangers’ faces in a lab for a short time. Still, it points at something simple: turning a feeling into a word changed how strongly the threat system reacted.
A second line of research asks a related question. If naming helps, does the precision of the name matter?
Todd Kashdan, Lisa Feldman Barrett and Patrick McKnight reviewed studies on what psychologists call emotion differentiation. Some people, when they feel bad, can tell apart several unpleasant feelings: anger, hurt, shame, disappointment, anxiety. Others mostly feel “bad” or “stressed”.
Across the studies they reviewed, people who tell their unpleasant feelings apart cope with them better. That makes intuitive sense. “I feel bad” leaves you with nothing to do. “I feel embarrassed” points at a moment. “I feel hurt” points at a person. Each word carries a small hint about what happened and what might help.
A vague word leaves you with nothing to do. A precise word points somewhere.
You might wonder whether the goal is to make the feeling go away. It isn’t, and here the research is clear about what does not work well.
James Gross and Oliver John studied two habits people use with their emotions. Some people mostly suppress: they keep their face still and hold the feeling in. Others mostly reappraise: they look at the situation again and ask how else it could be seen.
On average, people who habitually suppress their feelings were doing worse in their lives, and people who habitually reappraise were doing better. This is a correlation across people, not proof that one habit causes the other. But it fits the same pattern. Holding a feeling in place without looking at it is different from looking at it and calling it what it is.
The opposite of suppressing isn’t shouting either. In a 2002 experiment, Brad Bushman made people angry and then asked some of them to hit a punching bag while thinking about the person who annoyed them. They ended up angrier and more aggressive than people who simply did nothing for a few minutes.
So there are two extremes that don’t help much: holding everything in and blowing off steam. Naming sits in between. You don’t hide the feeling and you don’t feed it. You notice it and say what it is.
When we feel bad, we tend to jump straight to the story: who said what, what we should have answered, what it all means. Stories are useful, but they come with arguments, replays and verdicts.
A single word is smaller. It doesn’t need to be fair or complete. “Tired.” “Jealous.” “Relieved.” Often it is the first honest thing you can say about your day, and the story becomes easier to tell once that word is out.
It also helps to accept that two words can be true at once. You can be proud and exhausted after a long week. You can be relieved that something ended and sad that it is over. Precision includes mixed feelings.
Some evenings the honest answer really is “I don’t know”. That’s a fine place to start. Here are a few ways to get from there to a word. They’re suggestions from us, not results from the studies above.
Start wide and then narrow down. Is it closer to angry, sad, scared or ashamed? Once you’ve picked one, ask what kind. Angry can be irritated, resentful or furious. Sad can be lonely, disappointed or homesick. You don’t need a long list in front of you. Two or three candidates are usually enough to see which one fits.
Go back to the moment it started. Sometimes the feeling is still there hours after whatever set it off. Ask yourself when, today, you first noticed it. Was it after the call with your mother, in the queue at the shop, or when you read that message? The moment can suggest the word.
Then try a word and check it. Say “I feel left out” and notice whether it fits. If it’s close but not right, try a neighbour, like “overlooked” or “unappreciated”. The checking is part of the work.
Here is an invented example. Tom gets home and says “bad”. He narrows it to angry, then to irritated. Going back over the day, he sees it began when a colleague presented his idea in a meeting without mentioning him. “Irritated” isn’t quite it. “Passed over” is closer, with some embarrassment underneath. Now he has something to work with: a short talk with that colleague tomorrow, or at least a clear sentence about what bothered him.
A word won’t solve the situation that caused the feeling. If a conversation went badly, it still went badly. Naming a feeling is a first step that makes the next one easier, whether that next step is a talk, a decision or just a calmer evening.
And if feelings often knock you flat, or the words stay out of reach for weeks at a time, a therapist is the right person to see. Naming things in a diary helps you notice patterns. It’s no substitute for that conversation.
", "text": "Some evenings you come home with a heavy, buzzing feeling and no idea what it is. Something happened today. Maybe several things. The feeling sits in your chest, colours the evening, and when someone asks how you are, the honest answer is “I don’t know. Bad.” It turns out that the small act of finding a word for that feeling does something measurable. Psychologists have looked at it from several sides, and the picture they found is surprisingly practical. In 2007, Matthew Lieberman and his colleagues at UCLA put people in a brain scanner and showed them photos of faces. The faces were angry, scared, upset: expressions that usually make us react a little ourselves. People did different things with the same photos. In some trials they chose a word for the emotion they saw, such as “angry” or “afraid”. In other trials they did a different task with the photo that didn’t involve naming the feeling. The researchers watched the amygdala, a small part of the brain that reacts quickly to anything that looks like a threat. When people put the feeling into a word, the amygdala responded less than when they did the other task. That is the whole finding, and it is worth reading it carefully. Nobody fixed a bad day here. People looked at strangers’ faces in a lab for a short time. Still, it points at something simple: turning a feeling into a word changed how strongly the threat system reacted. A second line of research asks a related question. If naming helps, does the precision of the name matter? Todd Kashdan, Lisa Feldman Barrett and Patrick McKnight reviewed studies on what psychologists call emotion differentiation. Some people, when they feel bad, can tell apart several unpleasant feelings: anger, hurt, shame, disappointment, anxiety. Others mostly feel “bad” or “stressed”. Across the studies they reviewed, people who tell their unpleasant feelings apart cope with them better. That makes intuitive sense. “I feel bad” leaves you with nothing to do. “I feel embarrassed” points at a moment. “I feel hurt” points at a person. Each word carries a small hint about what happened and what might help. You might wonder whether the goal is to make the feeling go away. It isn’t, and here the research is clear about what does not work well. James Gross and Oliver John studied two habits people use with their emotions. Some people mostly suppress: they keep their face still and hold the feeling in. Others mostly reappraise: they look at the situation again and ask how else it could be seen. On average, people who habitually suppress their feelings were doing worse in their lives, and people who habitually reappraise were doing better. This is a correlation across people, not proof that one habit causes the other. But it fits the same pattern. Holding a feeling in place without looking at it is different from looking at it and calling it what it is. The opposite of suppressing isn’t shouting either. In a 2002 experiment, Brad Bushman made people angry and then asked some of them to hit a punching bag while thinking about the person who annoyed them. They ended up angrier and more aggressive than people who simply did nothing for a few minutes. So there are two extremes that don’t help much: holding everything in and blowing off steam. Naming sits in between. You don’t hide the feeling and you don’t feed it. You notice it and say what it is. When we feel bad, we tend to jump straight to the story: who said what, what we should have answered, what it all means. Stories are useful, but they come with arguments, replays and verdicts. A single word is smaller. It doesn’t need to be fair or complete. “Tired.” “Jealous.” “Relieved.” Often it is the first honest thing you can say about your day, and the story becomes easier to tell once that word is out. It also helps to accept that two words can be true at once. You can be proud and exhausted after a long week. You can be relieved that something ended and sad that it is over. Precision includes mixed feelings. Some evenings the honest answer really is “I don’t know”. That’s a fine place to start. Here are a few ways to get from there to a word. They’re suggestions from us, not results from the studies above. Start wide and then narrow down. Is it closer to angry, sad, scared or ashamed? Once you’ve picked one, ask what kind. Angry can be irritated, resentful or furious. Sad can be lonely, disappointed or homesick. You don’t need a long list in front of you. Two or three candidates are usually enough to see which one fits. Go back to the moment it started. Sometimes the feeling is still there hours after whatever set it off. Ask yourself when, today, you first noticed it. Was it after the call with your mother, in the queue at the shop, or when you read that message? The moment can suggest the word. Then try a word and check it. Say “I feel left out” and notice whether it fits. If it’s close but not right, try a neighbour, like “overlooked” or “unappreciated”. The checking is part of the work. Here is an invented example. Tom gets home and says “bad”. He narrows it to angry, then to irritated. Going back over the day, he sees it began when a colleague presented his idea in a meeting without mentioning him. “Irritated” isn’t quite it. “Passed over” is closer, with some embarrassment underneath. Now he has something to work with: a short talk with that colleague tomorrow, or at least a clear sentence about what bothered him. A word won’t solve the situation that caused the feeling. If a conversation went badly, it still went badly. Naming a feeling is a first step that makes the next one easier, whether that next step is a talk, a decision or just a calmer evening. And if feelings often knock you flat, or the words stay out of reach for weeks at a time, a therapist is the right person to see. 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It writes them down under today’s date, so next week you can see which words keep coming back."]}, {"slug": "t03-kind-to-yourself", "kind": "carousel", "title": "Will going easy on yourself make you lazy?", "label": "After a mistake", "tags": ["After a mistake", "Mistakes", "Self-kindness"], "date": "2026-10-29", "source": "Breines & Chen, Personality and Social Psychology Bulletin, 2012", "url": "https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/22645164/", "slides": ["img/p/t03-kind-to-yourself/01.jpg", "img/p/t03-kind-to-yourself/02.jpg", "img/p/t03-kind-to-yourself/03.jpg", "img/p/t03-kind-to-yourself/04.jpg"], "text": "Will going easy on yourself make you lazy? Kindness after failing made people try harder. Students who failed a test and were then encouraged to be kind to themselves studied longer for the next one than students who were told to boost their self-esteem. Tell it the way you’d tell a friend’s. What happened, what was hard about it, what you’d try next time. Out loud, in the evening. Talk to yourself like someone on your side. Halflight keeps what you said, so next month you can see how far you’ve come.", "caption": "Being hard on yourself feels like the way to improve. In experiments, kindness after a failure made people work harder."}, {"slug": "spotlight", "kind": "article", "title": "Does everyone notice my mistake?", "tags": ["Mistakes", "Self-kindness", "Social life"], "art": "img/art/cozy-reading-nook.jpg", "date": "2026-10-30", "source": "Gilovich, Medvec & Savitsky, Journal of Personality and Social Psychology, 2000", "url": "https://doi.org/10.1037/0022-3514.78.2.211", "description": "Usually not. People expect others to notice their slips about twice as often as they really do. Here is what the spotlight effect research found.", "html": "In a meeting with eight people, you called your new manager by the wrong name. Twice. Or the waiter said “enjoy your meal” and you answered “you too”. Your face went hot, the moment passed, and the conversation moved on.
Except it didn’t move on for you. That evening, in the shower, you replay it and wince again. You’re fairly sure the whole room is still thinking about it, and that tomorrow they’ll look at you a little differently.
Psychologists Gilovich, Medvec and Savitsky tested this feeling directly. In their study, students were asked to put on an embarrassing T-shirt and walk into a room with other people in it. Afterwards, each student guessed how many people in the room had noticed the shirt.
The students guessed about half. In fact, around a quarter of the room had noticed.
So people expected roughly twice as many witnesses as there really were. The researchers called this the spotlight effect, from the title of their paper: we feel as if we’re standing under a stage light, while everyone else is busy with their own evening. It’s worth reading the result for what it is. These were students, the embarrassment was a shirt, and the study measured noticing on the spot. It says nothing about what people remembered a week later. Still, it points in a clear direction. Even in the moment, fewer people see our awkward bits than we think.
Here’s a simple way to see why, and it’s our reading, not a finding. You lived the moment from the inside: the hot face, the pause, the exact words. Everyone else saw it from the outside, between their own thoughts about their own day.
A quick test makes the point better than any study. Think of yesterday. Whose small mistakes do you still remember? A colleague who mixed up a date, a friend who knocked over a glass? Most people find very few, and often none.
That’s not because the people around you are unkind or don’t care. They have their own meetings to get through, their own slips to replay in their own showers. Your moment was a few seconds in their day. In yours, it may have been the main event.
Other people remember your mistakes about as well as you remember theirs.
Replaying the moment under the shower is what psychologists call rumination. A 2008 review by Nolen-Hoeksema, Wisco and Lyubomirsky gathered the studies on it, and the finding is blunt: each replay makes the bad version louder, and it leaves you less able to deal with whatever actually needs doing.
That fits the experience of an awkward moment. The first replay might teach you something, like “say names back when people introduce themselves”. The tenth replay teaches nothing new. It just makes the moment feel bigger than it was when it happened.
Many people worry that if they go easy on themselves, they’ll stop trying. Breines and Chen tested this. In their experiments, students who had failed a test were asked to treat themselves kindly about it. Those students then spent longer preparing for the next test.
In the same experiments, kindness toward yourself also made people more willing to make amends for something they had done wrong. That’s the opposite of what the worry predicts. People who were kind to themselves didn’t shrug their mistakes off. They put more effort into fixing them.
A good way to do this is to describe your own mistake the way you’d describe a friend’s. “She mixed up the name in a busy meeting. She’ll get it right next time.” It is the same honest description you would give a friend, just pointed at yourself.
A second line of research points to a better question. Gross and John looked at two everyday ways of handling emotion. Suppressors keep a straight face and push the feeling down. Reappraisers go back to the situation and look for another reading of it.
The reappraisers, as a group, were doing better in life than the suppressors. That’s a link between groups of people, not evidence that one habit produces the other. It does suggest a useful question for the shower. Not “how do I stop thinking about it?”, but “how else could this be seen?” Maybe as a nervous first week. Maybe as a moment the others have already forgotten.
You don’t need a perfect answer. Even a second way of seeing it makes the first one feel less certain. “I made a fool of myself” and “I was nervous and mixed up a name, like people do” describe the same moment. Only one of them leaves room to move on.
Here is an invented example of how this can go. Dana called her new manager by the wrong name in Monday’s meeting. By nine in the evening she has replayed it six or seven times, and each time the room in her memory looks a little more shocked.
So she says it once, plainly, the way she’d describe a friend’s slip. “Dana got her new manager’s name wrong in a big meeting, twice. She was nervous, and it was her second week.”
Then she asks the honest question: who noticed? The manager did, and corrected her with a smile. Two people near the window were looking at their laptops. She can’t remember a single slip anyone else made in that meeting, though there must have been some.
Next comes the practical part. Is there anything to put right? A short line to the manager the next morning would cover it: “Sorry about the name mix-up yesterday. I’ve got it now.” That’s one step, and it has an end.
After that she stops. If the moment comes back at eleven, she doesn’t start the whole review again. She has already said it, checked it and decided what to do. “That’s done” is answer enough.
None of this has to feel good the first time. It gives the moment a beginning and an end, which the replay in the shower never had.
The spotlight effect doesn’t mean nobody ever notices anything. In the study, a quarter of the room did see the shirt. Some mistakes really do matter to other people, and then it makes sense to apologise or put things right. Kindness toward yourself helps with that, as the research above suggests. It doesn’t replace it.
Sometimes embarrassment stops being a passing sting and starts keeping you from people, from work, from friends, and it stays that way for months. That’s when a therapist can help, more than any trick in this article. A diary can show you how often the feeling comes back, but it isn’t treatment.
", "text": "In a meeting with eight people, you called your new manager by the wrong name. Twice. Or the waiter said “enjoy your meal” and you answered “you too”. Your face went hot, the moment passed, and the conversation moved on. Except it didn’t move on for you. That evening, in the shower, you replay it and wince again. You’re fairly sure the whole room is still thinking about it, and that tomorrow they’ll look at you a little differently. Psychologists Gilovich, Medvec and Savitsky tested this feeling directly. In their study, students were asked to put on an embarrassing T-shirt and walk into a room with other people in it. Afterwards, each student guessed how many people in the room had noticed the shirt. The students guessed about half. In fact, around a quarter of the room had noticed. So people expected roughly twice as many witnesses as there really were. The researchers called this the spotlight effect, from the title of their paper: we feel as if we’re standing under a stage light, while everyone else is busy with their own evening. It’s worth reading the result for what it is. These were students, the embarrassment was a shirt, and the study measured noticing on the spot. It says nothing about what people remembered a week later. Still, it points in a clear direction. Even in the moment, fewer people see our awkward bits than we think. Here’s a simple way to see why, and it’s our reading, not a finding. You lived the moment from the inside: the hot face, the pause, the exact words. Everyone else saw it from the outside, between their own thoughts about their own day. A quick test makes the point better than any study. Think of yesterday. Whose small mistakes do you still remember? A colleague who mixed up a date, a friend who knocked over a glass? Most people find very few, and often none. That’s not because the people around you are unkind or don’t care. They have their own meetings to get through, their own slips to replay in their own showers. Your moment was a few seconds in their day. In yours, it may have been the main event. Replaying the moment under the shower is what psychologists call rumination. A 2008 review by Nolen-Hoeksema, Wisco and Lyubomirsky gathered the studies on it, and the finding is blunt: each replay makes the bad version louder, and it leaves you less able to deal with whatever actually needs doing. That fits the experience of an awkward moment. The first replay might teach you something, like “say names back when people introduce themselves”. The tenth replay teaches nothing new. It just makes the moment feel bigger than it was when it happened. Many people worry that if they go easy on themselves, they’ll stop trying. Breines and Chen tested this. In their experiments, students who had failed a test were asked to treat themselves kindly about it. Those students then spent longer preparing for the next test. In the same experiments, kindness toward yourself also made people more willing to make amends for something they had done wrong. That’s the opposite of what the worry predicts. People who were kind to themselves didn’t shrug their mistakes off. They put more effort into fixing them. A good way to do this is to describe your own mistake the way you’d describe a friend’s. “She mixed up the name in a busy meeting. She’ll get it right next time.” It is the same honest description you would give a friend, just pointed at yourself. A second line of research points to a better question. Gross and John looked at two everyday ways of handling emotion. Suppressors keep a straight face and push the feeling down. Reappraisers go back to the situation and look for another reading of it. The reappraisers, as a group, were doing better in life than the suppressors. That’s a link between groups of people, not evidence that one habit produces the other. It does suggest a useful question for the shower. Not “how do I stop thinking about it?”, but “how else could this be seen?” Maybe as a nervous first week. Maybe as a moment the others have already forgotten. You don’t need a perfect answer. Even a second way of seeing it makes the first one feel less certain. “I made a fool of myself” and “I was nervous and mixed up a name, like people do” describe the same moment. Only one of them leaves room to move on. Here is an invented example of how this can go. Dana called her new manager by the wrong name in Monday’s meeting. By nine in the evening she has replayed it six or seven times, and each time the room in her memory looks a little more shocked. So she says it once, plainly, the way she’d describe a friend’s slip. “Dana got her new manager’s name wrong in a big meeting, twice. She was nervous, and it was her second week.” Then she asks the honest question: who noticed? The manager did, and corrected her with a smile. Two people near the window were looking at their laptops. She can’t remember a single slip anyone else made in that meeting, though there must have been some. Next comes the practical part. Is there anything to put right? A short line to the manager the next morning would cover it: “Sorry about the name mix-up yesterday. I’ve got it now.” That’s one step, and it has an end. After that she stops. If the moment comes back at eleven, she doesn’t start the whole review again. She has already said it, checked it and decided what to do. “That’s done” is answer enough. None of this has to feel good the first time. It gives the moment a beginning and an end, which the replay in the shower never had. The spotlight effect doesn’t mean nobody ever notices anything. In the study, a quarter of the room did see the shirt. Some mistakes really do matter to other people, and then it makes sense to apologise or put things right. Kindness toward yourself helps with that, as the research above suggests. It doesn’t replace it. Sometimes embarrassment stops being a passing sting and starts keeping you from people, from work, from friends, and it stays that way for months. That’s when a therapist can help, more than any trick in this article. 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It writes it down under today’s date, so a month from now you can read it back and see how it looks then."]}, {"slug": "third-person", "kind": "article", "title": "Should I talk to myself in the third person?", "tags": ["Thoughts", "Self-talk", "Stress"], "art": "img/art/cozy-lake-morning.jpg", "date": "2026-10-30", "source": "Kross et al., Journal of Personality and Social Psychology, 2014", "url": "https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/24467424/", "description": "In 2014 studies, people who talked to themselves by name or as “you” handled a stressful speech and a hard conversation better than those who said “I”.", "html": "You have a call at three that you’ve been dreading since Monday. At twenty to three you’re standing in the kitchen with a cold cup of tea, and your head is running the same lines: what if I freeze, what if they ask about the numbers, why did I agree to this. Every sentence starts with “I”, and each one pulls the knot a little tighter.
Now picture a friend standing in that kitchen instead. You would probably have something calm and useful for her in under a minute. “You know this stuff. You’ve done harder calls. Say the main point first.” Advice for someone else comes easily. Advice for ourselves, in the middle of the moment, is much harder to find.
Kross and his colleagues studied a very small change in how people talk to themselves. Some people were asked to think about a stressful situation using “I”. Others thought about the same kind of situation using their own name or “you”, the way you would speak to someone else.
The researchers picked two moments most of us know well. One was getting ready to give a speech. The other came after an unpleasant conversation, when people thought back over what had happened.
In both, the people who used their name or “you” handled the stress better than those who used “I”. That is the finding, and it’s worth reading it as it is. People did this on purpose because they were asked to, and the researchers measured how they got through one specific stressful moment. It doesn’t show that talking about yourself by name will change your life, or that it helps with every kind of trouble.
The study tells us what happened. Why it happened is a separate question, so take what follows as our plain reading of it.
When you say “I”, you are inside the moment: the racing heart, the bad feeling, the worst case. When you say your name, you are describing a person in a situation. It is the same situation. You’re just talking about it from one step away, roughly the way you’d talk about a friend’s problem. That step is small, and it may be enough to make the next useful sentence easier to find.
Your name puts a little distance between you and the moment.
That loop in the kitchen is rumination, and it has a bad record. When Nolen-Hoeksema, Wisco and Lyubomirsky pulled the studies together in 2008, the picture was consistent: the more you go round, the darker the thoughts get, and the harder it becomes to do anything about the cause.
This matters because replaying feels like work. It seems that one more pass will finally turn up the answer. Mostly it turns up the same fear, a bit louder than before. Thinking a problem through has an end: you see what happened and decide what to do next. Replaying has no end at all.
Talking to yourself by name is one way to move from replaying to describing. “Mark is worried about the numbers. Mark has the numbers open in the second tab.” The second sentence is already a small plan.
Telling yourself to stop rarely works, and there’s a famous experiment about why. Daniel Wegner’s team gave people one instruction: don’t think of a white bear. Afterwards, the people who had been trying to push the bear away thought about it more often, not less.
Later research has been mixed on how strong this effect is. One part of the work holds up as practical advice, though: when people put their attention on one specific thing instead, the effect went away. So you don’t have to choose between replaying a thought and forcing it out. You can say it fully, once, and then turn to something concrete.
Only one study cited here had people speak out loud. In it, Lyubomirsky and her colleagues asked participants to revisit their worst life event by writing, by talking into a recorder, or by thinking alone.
Writers and talkers came out ahead of the thinkers on life satisfaction a month later. Nobody in that study used the third person, so it says nothing about names. It does suggest that sentences, written or spoken, do something that silent going-over doesn’t.
Put the pieces together and you get a simple order. Say the thing in full sentences, with your name instead of “I”, and then move on to something you can actually do.
The first time you try this, it may feel like acting. That’s normal, and there are a few ways to make it easier. What follows is practical advice from us, not something the studies tested.
Start where nobody can hear you: a walk, the car, the kitchen before anyone else is up. Saying your own name out loud in front of colleagues is a much bigger step, and you don’t need it.
If your name feels too strange, use “you”. In the experiments, people used either their name or “you”, so you can pick whichever feels less odd. “You’ve prepared for this. You know the first three points.”
Keep it short. Three or four sentences is plenty: what is happening, how it feels, what comes next. You’re not giving yourself a speech. You’re taking one step back and then returning to the task.
Here is an invented example of how that can sound at twenty to three. “Mark has a call he’s nervous about. Mark is worried they’ll ask about the March numbers. He has those numbers open, and if he doesn’t know something, he can say he’ll send it by Friday.” Then he drinks the tea while it’s still warm and joins the call.
It works after the fact too. On the way home, you can go back over the call the same way: what happened, what went fine, what Mark would do differently next time. That’s the second moment the researchers looked at, the one after an unpleasant conversation.
Talking about yourself by name is a small habit for a specific moment. In the research it was tested on getting through a speech and an unpleasant conversation, not on problems that last for months. It won’t make the call go well, and it may feel silly the first few times. That feeling usually passes after a sentence or two.
A worry that has circled for weeks, or one that takes your sleep or your work, needs more than a grammar trick. See a therapist or a doctor about it. Your diary can help you spot which thoughts return, and that’s all it claims to do.
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The researchers picked two moments most of us know well. One was getting ready to give a speech. The other came after an unpleasant conversation, when people thought back over what had happened. In both, the people who used their name or “you” handled the stress better than those who used “I”. That is the finding, and it’s worth reading it as it is. People did this on purpose because they were asked to, and the researchers measured how they got through one specific stressful moment. It doesn’t show that talking about yourself by name will change your life, or that it helps with every kind of trouble. The study tells us what happened. Why it happened is a separate question, so take what follows as our plain reading of it. When you say “I”, you are inside the moment: the racing heart, the bad feeling, the worst case. When you say your name, you are describing a person in a situation. It is the same situation. You’re just talking about it from one step away, roughly the way you’d talk about a friend’s problem. That step is small, and it may be enough to make the next useful sentence easier to find. That loop in the kitchen is rumination, and it has a bad record. When Nolen-Hoeksema, Wisco and Lyubomirsky pulled the studies together in 2008, the picture was consistent: the more you go round, the darker the thoughts get, and the harder it becomes to do anything about the cause. This matters because replaying feels like work. It seems that one more pass will finally turn up the answer. Mostly it turns up the same fear, a bit louder than before. Thinking a problem through has an end: you see what happened and decide what to do next. Replaying has no end at all. Talking to yourself by name is one way to move from replaying to describing. “Mark is worried about the numbers. Mark has the numbers open in the second tab.” The second sentence is already a small plan. Telling yourself to stop rarely works, and there’s a famous experiment about why. Daniel Wegner’s team gave people one instruction: don’t think of a white bear. Afterwards, the people who had been trying to push the bear away thought about it more often, not less. Later research has been mixed on how strong this effect is. One part of the work holds up as practical advice, though: when people put their attention on one specific thing instead, the effect went away. So you don’t have to choose between replaying a thought and forcing it out. You can say it fully, once, and then turn to something concrete. Only one study cited here had people speak out loud. In it, Lyubomirsky and her colleagues asked participants to revisit their worst life event by writing, by talking into a recorder, or by thinking alone. Writers and talkers came out ahead of the thinkers on life satisfaction a month later. Nobody in that study used the third person, so it says nothing about names. 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